Its not easy being born again, and living a new
Life with Christ like most non Christians would probably assume (2)
Yea we’re supposed to be joyful, but we suffer too
We’re just everyday people, both me and you (4)
The same folks you’re sittin next to you when you’re riding the bus
The same folks you talk about behind their backs and cuss (6)
Out, just because you let your flesh bombard your thinking
Many demons on the Offense got my faith boat sinking (8)
I sit alone in empty silence, lonely and broken
Shedding tears for all the souls who’ve had their innocence stolen (10)
Trying to reach out to people, those that haven’t been saved
But even when I walk in love, they still turn me away (12)
How could anyone dare reject a helping hand
Just because we don’t tell what you want to demand (14)
To hear, and still I praise God in my heart
But this fallen world is cold and still rips me apart and
( Chorus: I’m crying, dying, feel so alone
Having nowhere else to go
Been through so much, hurt my pride
Spirit crushed, lost deep inside)

I trust God, but the pain is still there
This black cloud covering all of my thoughts with despair (2)
Raising questions and concerns that make me doubt myself
Satan’s whispers crawling up and down my mental realm (4)
Why would anyone reject the gift of salvation?
Why would anyone challenge the lord of all creation? (6)
Why are churches small in fellowship but large in size?
Why do people show up just to sit and hide? (8)
Why do people preach thoughts instead of actual scripture?
Crticizing the bible as just a form of literature (10)
Claim that they’re true Christians, but their actions aint
Contradicting their beliefs of living life as a saint (12)
I feel trapped in this bottle of protected pain
Because I’ve had to bite my tongue so many times in disdain (14)
But I gotta be strong, and keep the faith in Jesus
Though my sadness has broken my heart into pieces (16)
(Chorus)
I gain hope in Matthew 5:4
It says clearly “ Blessed are those who mourn (2)
For they will comforted”, and this I see
That the lord will always stand as my refugee (4)
I realize I’m responsible for my own thoughts
And can’t be blamed for the things that all the others lost (6)
Everyone will not inherit all of Heaven’s wealth
Cause they only care about things for themselves (8)
Unrighteousness, Pure selfishness
Rebellious, Uncleanliness (10)
Tormenting all the followers and mocking our joy
And then running back to us just to fill the void (12)
Left deep inside your cold hearted empty flesh
Well let me give you some of that ole Jesus treatment (14)
Pure Justice like said in Matthew 7:23
“I never knew you, depart from me” (16)
(chorus)